It Never Ends

My todo list never ends. It just keeps growing. One thing done, two more to do. I’m never going to get through it all, and everytime I try to relax I’m constantly thinking about all the things I’m not doing. This causes me to either stress out about what I’m not doing or feel guilty that I’m not actually doing it. Either way it’s not a great feeling. Part of my problem is I never say no to anything, and when I do I feel guilty about it. I actually said no to a side project earlier this week (partly because I couldn’t get the project to compile) and mostly because it would have just added more stress to my life. Of course after I declined the project I felt really guilty for saying no. I’m not sure what that is. It’s like I constantly have to say yes to things when someone asks me to do something. It’s one of those weird personality traits that I need to work on. The other part of my problem is there’s just a ton I want to do. I work a lot, and I could work more, but when I’m not working I’m doing all sorts of extracurricular activities. And I love all of them. So yeah, it never ends, and I don’t think it ever will. So where does that leave me? Well, for starters this gets one thing off my list. :)

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